Me. Every word. And as free and fully alive as I feel, it’s really heavy sometimes, because feeling connected is hard when I Know I have outgrown the mental-emotional limitations and perspectives of those who I was once so intertwined with… I feel isolated often by how I have outgrown all that once was key in the definition of my… Read more →
What type of parent doesn’t even bother to try to see their pregnant child for Xmas, yet only pesters that child for the money he essentially forced her to spend to fund an extra long skiing, Xmas and NYE (and beyond) trip with the other child and her significant other for the 2nd? 3rd year in a row? (Yes, I… Read more →
Every morning recently I wake up feeling overwhelmed by stress, even though, I do manage to feel better by about mid-day/evening. The constant headache from temple pressure from stress is a special type of h*ll since I can’t really take anything for pain without wondering if I’m hurting my little one… This has been going on my entire life, mornings… Read more →
It’s the feelings of sitting and watching myself fall deeper into love with him, like I fall deeper in every moment into the sensations of warmth that flood my chest and fill my throat with words that catch with inadequacy. Listening to him sing ‘meow’s to our little Jojo kitty, laughing about her insisting for his attention, jumping into the… Read more →
The balancing act between Being and Becoming is integral to the flow of time in the experience of the unfolding of living a fulfilling, fully embraced life of wreckless divine infusion. To create anything, there is the time of action and flow, creating just happens. As there are the times of stillness, waiting for the storm of enthusiasm to toss… Read more →
I am irreplaceable. The way I show up in every moment, in every interaction is birthed from my most authentic self. No one else can say what I am drawn to say, be the energy and presence I am drawn to be. Even when it gets tough and painful and people get hurt- I am living from my most authentic… Read more →
Remember, sometimes it is way more of a struggle for the person you are offering/giving help to to ask for and even open to receive help (even if they REALLY REALLY need it) than it is for you to notice, offer and give the help that you are giving to that person (even if it is not that easy for… Read more →
I have collected a wonderful array of memes from my years on fb, I will be uploading them for your enjoyment weekly. Also keep an eye out for paintings and prints, writings from my blog and interesting articles I have found through my days. I hope they bring you the clarity of thought and help you focus your mental directions… Read more →
The feelings and words that swirl inside of me, deafen me with the cacophony of contradicting, mutually valid experiential perspectives. My entire existence begins and extends from my perceptions established by my mind, my decisions, my choices to give into my egotistical self belittling tapes or to recognize them, press pause before I can even begin to start reciting along… Read more →
That moment when I realized both my Dad and my Mom chose my Dad’s gf over me. I’m done. F*ck a family that has never allowed me feel at home or safe or seen or loved. F*ck family who has used my openness and empathy to mistreat, torture and write me off my whole life. I’m done. NO MORE. My… Read more →