Category: consciousness

The Force of Opening to my Resistance

by  on  in challenge, consciousness, contemplation, enlightenment, inspired, learning, Pregnancy, Third trimester, thoughts

While consistency has  not always been my strong suit, it is the stable energy that has been sucked like a vacuum into my everyday existence. The wiggles and shifting of my little Eloise, the ways my life has taken a certain form each day, every morning, near like clock work. Even if catapulted into these experiences with daily struggles of… Read more →

untitled inconsistency consistently expressed #2

by  on  in consciousness, contemplation, enlightenment, Third trimester, thoughts

There is no resistance to my withdrawing. I am so well practiced in stepping back and into myself my life is built around this freedom- to be just me, just myself. I have so immersed myself in this surrender for years now- I wanted to fully embrace all the singularity of “who is Artemis Walden” for a couple decades now-… Read more →

I’ve outgrown what once was my life…

by  on  in challenge, consciousness, enlightenment, epiphanies, forgiveness, learning, letting go, painful emotions, parents, Second Trimester, simplicity, thoughts

Me. Every word. And as free and fully alive as I feel, it’s really heavy sometimes, because feeling connected is hard when I Know I have outgrown the mental-emotional limitations and perspectives of those who I was once so intertwined with… I feel isolated often by how I have outgrown all that once was key in the definition of my… Read more →

It’s been a while… *update in progress* +food combining Alder Brooke *horn toot*

by  on  in consciousness, epiphanies, Inner Work, learning, Pregnancy, Second Trimester, thoughts

Recently I got so dehydrated from puking that I had to go to an emergency room for iv fluids. However, the iv they put in was really badly placed and the first medicine they gave me made me worse for the next 24+ hours til my barely conscious self was so forthright with the Dr. prescribing to me that whatever… Read more →

Diary: Nov.21st, 2015

by  on  in consciousness, contemplation, epiphanies, Inner Work, Second Trimester, simplicity, thoughts

I wax poetic about everything. My life, the state of the world, politics… it adds the glimmer of hope to every dark corner, reminds me that shadows are vehicles of the light. My mornings are times of great struggle and exhaustion pulls at my every thought though the day. I’m only in my second trimester, the time when literally what… Read more →

I miss fireflies.

by  on  in consciousness, contemplation, enlightenment, Gene Keys, Inner Work, learning, November 2015, Second Trimester

When I get engrossed in a good book or a good film/show, the thoughts plug in as if into a different reality. These timelines and people become my world for a brief period as if I am entranced in the very bodily experiences of those in front of me presented before my mind. The development of the character entangles directly… Read more →